FL.

'The one that got away.'

I always thought, what kind of idiot lets the best person for 'em get away?

Karma. I turned into the idiot who let him get away.

Fuck relationships. I'm tired of the concept, I'm tired of the trouble.

Don't ask what happened.

It's unfair.

I hate barriers.

I hate lacking things.

I hate never having fucking happy endings.

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I still love him; he still loves me.
We don't have major issues or major fights.
We're both always gonn' love each other.
We've known each other forever.
& We're compatible for each other.
We both know that we won't find anyone better.
I decided to be single forever & live w/ dogs.
He decided to be single & live w/ cats.
Hah, sounds simple right?
But why're things so complicated?

Today I wanted to wake up & just be indifferent to it.
I want to just say 'Fuck it' & move on.
I want to be able to see him as just a friend.
No, a true best friend.
So I kept my head held high today.
Did stuff I normally wouldn't do.
I kept my mind off the subject.
But every little thing that reminded me of him broke me down.
This is supposed to be 'right'.
Then why's it so hard?