So the boyfriend & I broke up like I said in my last blog. & I felt like shit. Basically, I kept breaking down at every little thing that reminded me of him. I realized that even though others may view what we have as not much, it means more to me than any other relationship ever has. Yeah, we have limitations. But he's a genuine type of guy who'll always be there, regardless of whether we're together or not. I'm not just saying that 'cuz I'm 'blinded by love'. I can swear on my life that Mike's not a guy set out to hurt girls, if that even makes sense. Blah anyways. We talked on the phone for around 2&1/2 hours that Sunday. I was hella sad talking to him & knowing he wasn't my boyfriend anymore. But later on that night I couldn't take it anymore & he couldn't take it anymore. So we got back together :)<3 Lalala. So I'm haaappy.
Mm. AP testing was a bitch! Gahd. I was freezing in the gym. But thank God every problem I thought was hard, everyone else thought it was hard too. Phew. & Luckily, I only took the Calc 2 one. Idc if people call me lazy for not taking the Bio one; I didn't know shit anyways.
Dance concert's tomorrow & Friday(: Me & Lee had dress rehearsel the past two days. We're doing a freaky dance to a freaking song, Ramalama. It's.. intesresting. I like the ending, the tutting(: But the girls' costumes look like the Vegas waitress uniforms. Hah.
Excited for tomorrow & Friday night. :] But ugh, test on Friday. Imma faaaaail ):
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Oh yeah! There's something else I want to point out.
Karma's a bitch.
Gahd. I don't want to say anything 'cuz it might start drama. So keep in mind, this is my blog where I let my feelings / thoughts out & noone can say shit 'cuz it's not like I'm naming names.
Buuuuut. She's so hypocritical. Everything she says / said is EXACTLY what I basically said when I was in her position. So it's like, how does it feel to be on the receiving end ? I used to be the one worrying about the ex tryna take the person back. But now it's the taker getting their person taken away from them. If that makes sense. So. You have the same problems 'cuz of her just like I used to have that were caused by you. You're feeling the same way 'cuz of the other girl just like I used to feel 'cuz of you.
All I gotta say is. Sucks for the particular 'person'. Gotta go through the same shit twice.
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