Contemplate.

I love how unlike other people, I have true friends who I can always count on. I love how we can do practically anything together or seperately, & still have a good time. I love how our friendship has overcome obstacles along the way; how we learned to accept each other for who we are; how we don't judge each other; how we get along; & how we've had yeeears of friendship together as a foundation. I love how my boyfriend treats me well & makes me happy. I love how, thanks to him, I can say that I'm happy with him & my life's improved for the better. I love how he says the sweetest things to show that he cares, how he counts down the days 'till our one month, & how he's just overall great. But I especially love how even if this relationship fails, we'll always be in each other's lives 'till the end of time, & how Imma be his best WOman at his wedding. I love how I'm being less of a computer addict, 'cept for Aim to talk to baby & viikii.net to watch my dramas. I love how I'm not a cellphone addict anymore & I rarely text. I love how I don't have drama, 'cept for that one little hoe but who cares about that. I love how I'm changing for the better, improving my moral values, & being mature enough to know what / what not to do.

I'm disappointed in the state the world has become. I'm disappointed in the people who step on others just so they can do what they want. I'm disappointed in those who KNOW certain things are bad, yet they do it anyways. I'm disappointed in the lack of results when I put in the effort. I'm disappointed in the way people behave obnoxiously. I'm disappointed in the discrimination & judgments people make on others. I'm disappointed in those who believe something so much, when everyone else can clearly see that it's the total opposite. I'm disappointed in working hard to try to achieve something, just to get it blown up in my face. It's disappointing how people go around spreading rumors when they know they should just shut the fuck up & keep it to themselves, but they proceed to backstab me when all I do is support them. It's disappointing how people assume shit & start drama, just suck it the fuck up & get over it. 'Cuz honestly, I don't care about you or your little petty bitchfits.

Everyone needs to just sit back from their hectic lives, view it from another perspective, SEE THE TRUTH, & deal with it from there.