... AHHH. Hahah. (Inside joke with Lee).
Anyways(: Hm. The last couple of days have been okay. On the 18th, DBHS' Dance Department went to Mt. Sac for Dance Day. Me & Christina had Contemporary II , Choreography , & Modern I. I hated Contemporary. I was sooo lost, but I felt better when I noticed I wasn't the only one(: Choreography was fun! Our school group, consisting of me, Christina, Gary, & Mark , was goood. Haha. Our dance was interesting & I learned a concept that seems so simple. Modern was fun! I actually understood most of it (: 'Cept for the rhythm thing at the end. Then I just started to clap & stomp whenever. Our school had the only asians, except for one school who had only 2 asian girls. All the other students were white/mexican. & Our school had the only guys who didn't seem gay. The other schools brought along guys who all acted like they were gay. Haah. DBHS brought the bboys. Lol. After all the classes there was an assembly. I kept falling asleep & Christina kept laughing at me. ): It was so boring! & The videos were blaaaah. Interesting concept, but the lady shouldn't spend an hour talking about it. After everything was over, Ms. L walked us over to 7/11 & Starbucks. Fun day(: But hella tiring.
When we got back to school, Christina stayed with me in my Bio Class until 330. We watched the reproduction video. Haha. & I got reminded again why I don't want to have babies. Lol. Then we waited for like an hour & 30 minutes for Josh to finish his lab. He drove us hoome.
Friday, March 20; I was excited when I got an A on my bio test(: But my mood got killed after certain encounters. I opened up to Christina about it. Hahah & she should feel special. 'Cuz she's the only person, besides family, whose seen me cry twice. :] Anyways. I was just frustrated & hurt. 'Cuz there's only so much someone can take before they take it personally. Gah. Especially coming from someone whose supposed to be your best friend? It just hurt.
Saturday, March 21. Bonded with my dad a lot. But first I went to korean school. Drove there w/ Dad(: But it was wack 'cuz Harrison wasn't there! But I hung out w/ the other scrubs; like Susie, David, David, & John. Haha. They're chill. We all went into the 6th grade class 'cuz the teacher was showing a movie called Temptation of the Wolves. It's an action / romantic movie. The first half was goood; so when I came home, I watched the whole thing. IT'S SO SAD ):
Did a lot of yard work w/ my dad that day. We bonded(: Now I'm starting to appreciate the little things that I didn't use to before. Like how I should be thankful I can help my dad around the house & outside. I mean, he's not going to live forever. & On top of that, as the years pass I should help him more and more. Idk. I'm starting to get paranoid about losing my family soon. I try to value every day & every moment with them.. even if it means withstanding disgusting kisses from my mom & cleaning the wood / marble floors. ):
Sunday, March 22. Happy 1 Month babe<3
Today started out okay. Watched Lakeview Terracce. It wasn't that great. Then I read some & watched tv with the family. Then me & my dad went out (: I forgot what we went to get. But I drove :D Haha. Then we came back, I read & did homework. Then we went to buy steak. & Now my family's cooking the steak & korean food ! :) Afterwards I might drive to Walnut area to get Golden Spoon with mom & dad :)<3
Anyways. To the boyfriend(: I don't even know if you read my Blogspot. Since I told you not to before, but then I said you could o_o Anyways. Thanks for sticking with me for a month. I know I'm not an easy person to deal with, 'cuz I want things my way & I take things the wrong way, etc. But I love how you make me feel special (: I love how you consider me special, unlike your other exes. I love how we both know that this relationship isn't like the others we had 'cuz we've known each other for years, & we've seen all of each others' sides. We understand each other & we have a special bond in whatever relationship we have, friends / couple . I know we're far, but we've dealt with it for all these years. I know we can deal with it some more. I want this to surpass yours & my longest relationship. & Mike, I love you :)<33
Anyways. DINNNNNNER TIME .
Yaay. Btw. Got the James Patterson book I've wanted :) WOOO.<3
Anyways(: Hm. The last couple of days have been okay. On the 18th, DBHS' Dance Department went to Mt. Sac for Dance Day. Me & Christina had Contemporary II , Choreography , & Modern I. I hated Contemporary. I was sooo lost, but I felt better when I noticed I wasn't the only one(: Choreography was fun! Our school group, consisting of me, Christina, Gary, & Mark , was goood. Haha. Our dance was interesting & I learned a concept that seems so simple. Modern was fun! I actually understood most of it (: 'Cept for the rhythm thing at the end. Then I just started to clap & stomp whenever. Our school had the only asians, except for one school who had only 2 asian girls. All the other students were white/mexican. & Our school had the only guys who didn't seem gay. The other schools brought along guys who all acted like they were gay. Haah. DBHS brought the bboys. Lol. After all the classes there was an assembly. I kept falling asleep & Christina kept laughing at me. ): It was so boring! & The videos were blaaaah. Interesting concept, but the lady shouldn't spend an hour talking about it. After everything was over, Ms. L walked us over to 7/11 & Starbucks. Fun day(: But hella tiring.
When we got back to school, Christina stayed with me in my Bio Class until 330. We watched the reproduction video. Haha. & I got reminded again why I don't want to have babies. Lol. Then we waited for like an hour & 30 minutes for Josh to finish his lab. He drove us hoome.
Friday, March 20; I was excited when I got an A on my bio test(: But my mood got killed after certain encounters. I opened up to Christina about it. Hahah & she should feel special. 'Cuz she's the only person, besides family, whose seen me cry twice. :] Anyways. I was just frustrated & hurt. 'Cuz there's only so much someone can take before they take it personally. Gah. Especially coming from someone whose supposed to be your best friend? It just hurt.
Saturday, March 21. Bonded with my dad a lot. But first I went to korean school. Drove there w/ Dad(: But it was wack 'cuz Harrison wasn't there! But I hung out w/ the other scrubs; like Susie, David, David, & John. Haha. They're chill. We all went into the 6th grade class 'cuz the teacher was showing a movie called Temptation of the Wolves. It's an action / romantic movie. The first half was goood; so when I came home, I watched the whole thing. IT'S SO SAD ):
Did a lot of yard work w/ my dad that day. We bonded(: Now I'm starting to appreciate the little things that I didn't use to before. Like how I should be thankful I can help my dad around the house & outside. I mean, he's not going to live forever. & On top of that, as the years pass I should help him more and more. Idk. I'm starting to get paranoid about losing my family soon. I try to value every day & every moment with them.. even if it means withstanding disgusting kisses from my mom & cleaning the wood / marble floors. ):
Sunday, March 22. Happy 1 Month babe<3
Today started out okay. Watched Lakeview Terracce. It wasn't that great. Then I read some & watched tv with the family. Then me & my dad went out (: I forgot what we went to get. But I drove :D Haha. Then we came back, I read & did homework. Then we went to buy steak. & Now my family's cooking the steak & korean food ! :) Afterwards I might drive to Walnut area to get Golden Spoon with mom & dad :)<3
Anyways. To the boyfriend(: I don't even know if you read my Blogspot. Since I told you not to before, but then I said you could o_o Anyways. Thanks for sticking with me for a month. I know I'm not an easy person to deal with, 'cuz I want things my way & I take things the wrong way, etc. But I love how you make me feel special (: I love how you consider me special, unlike your other exes. I love how we both know that this relationship isn't like the others we had 'cuz we've known each other for years, & we've seen all of each others' sides. We understand each other & we have a special bond in whatever relationship we have, friends / couple . I know we're far, but we've dealt with it for all these years. I know we can deal with it some more. I want this to surpass yours & my longest relationship. & Mike, I love you :)<33
Anyways. DINNNNNNER TIME .
Yaay. Btw. Got the James Patterson book I've wanted :) WOOO.<3
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