Boyfriend.

x: but . Today, my child says "Mommy. Sometimes my peepee goes up like a stick." I say "Well, honey, that's normal and ok." Then I ask when it does that. And he says "Well, sometimes when watching Scooby Doo and Shaggy comes out dressed in lady clothes..." FML

x: that`s SO you

x: HAHAAHAHAH

07: wtf

07: omg...my moms fuckd up

07: I told her that in cofidence

07: confidence *

Good memories. He wrote me the sweetest poem today. I loooove it.

I love you, I know I say it a lot but I just hope you know I mean it
And everything I did for you, just know I did a lil different
None of them other chicks ever got the same treatment
I used to act a fool back then, but I can say I did shit for a reason
Perfecting myself, learning from my mistakes
Testing out future wify's until I found the best
But I hope you don't take that outta context, but just know
All this time together, I can now say it was well spent
I know we can weather the storm
Anything is possible when our love ain't norm

I wrote him one too. Came out hella wack though . But he still likes it :]

Bix a Belex ?

Apparently in the Mayan Language, that means, ' Hi. How are you? ' Hahah.
Aggh. The last couple of days w/o internet have been okay. It's been kinda harder to talk to Him. :/ Spent a lot of time reading, now that I have no distractions. Finished the Alex Cross book, finished another book I got from Costco yesterday, & I started another book that I got from the LINC. Yaaay. Mm. Been driving more lately. But I'm starting to dislike it 'cuz dad has a freaking problem wit' everything. Last Friday was fun. Stayed after school with Christina & other friends for 2010 Class Dance. But just ended up playing Ninja the whole time. Pwned the best friend, Ryan, in every ' Championship Game ' we had. Hahah.
So Ron came today. It was pretty interesting. Haven't seen him in a long time. I remembered the memory I had with him in Freshman Year. It was during lunch & we were pretty close then. We started talking about how we were going to be Forever Friends. I remember I told him I'd beat his future wife up if she ever cheatted on him. Hah. Good memories.

See. I'm tall(:

We were playing Tap Tap Revenge on Ron's ITouch. Hahah. I beat her (:<


:)

How Cuuute

AHH. Episode 22 was cute.
F4's cute.
Big Bang's cute.
:)
Last night I watched a korean tv show with Big Bang. They're ADORABLEE. Hahahahah.
Dinner time.
(:

It's been a while...

... AHHH. Hahah. (Inside joke with Lee).
Anyways(: Hm. The last couple of days have been okay. On the 18th, DBHS' Dance Department went to Mt. Sac for Dance Day. Me & Christina had Contemporary II , Choreography , & Modern I. I hated Contemporary. I was sooo lost, but I felt better when I noticed I wasn't the only one(: Choreography was fun! Our school group, consisting of me, Christina, Gary, & Mark , was goood. Haha. Our dance was interesting & I learned a concept that seems so simple. Modern was fun! I actually understood most of it (: 'Cept for the rhythm thing at the end. Then I just started to clap & stomp whenever. Our school had the only asians, except for one school who had only 2 asian girls. All the other students were white/mexican. & Our school had the only guys who didn't seem gay. The other schools brought along guys who all acted like they were gay. Haah. DBHS brought the bboys. Lol. After all the classes there was an assembly. I kept falling asleep & Christina kept laughing at me. ): It was so boring! & The videos were blaaaah. Interesting concept, but the lady shouldn't spend an hour talking about it. After everything was over, Ms. L walked us over to 7/11 & Starbucks. Fun day(: But hella tiring.
When we got back to school, Christina stayed with me in my Bio Class until 330. We watched the reproduction video. Haha. & I got reminded again why I don't want to have babies. Lol. Then we waited for like an hour & 30 minutes for Josh to finish his lab. He drove us hoome.

Friday, March 20; I was excited when I got an A on my bio test(: But my mood got killed after certain encounters. I opened up to Christina about it. Hahah & she should feel special. 'Cuz she's the only person, besides family, whose seen me cry twice. :] Anyways. I was just frustrated & hurt. 'Cuz there's only so much someone can take before they take it personally. Gah. Especially coming from someone whose supposed to be your best friend? It just hurt.

Saturday, March 21. Bonded with my dad a lot. But first I went to korean school. Drove there w/ Dad(: But it was wack 'cuz Harrison wasn't there! But I hung out w/ the other scrubs; like Susie, David, David, & John. Haha. They're chill. We all went into the 6th grade class 'cuz the teacher was showing a movie called Temptation of the Wolves. It's an action / romantic movie. The first half was goood; so when I came home, I watched the whole thing. IT'S SO SAD ):
Did a lot of yard work w/ my dad that day. We bonded(: Now I'm starting to appreciate the little things that I didn't use to before. Like how I should be thankful I can help my dad around the house & outside. I mean, he's not going to live forever. & On top of that, as the years pass I should help him more and more. Idk. I'm starting to get paranoid about losing my family soon. I try to value every day & every moment with them.. even if it means withstanding disgusting kisses from my mom & cleaning the wood / marble floors. ):

Sunday, March 22. Happy 1 Month babe<3
Today started out okay. Watched Lakeview Terracce. It wasn't that great. Then I read some & watched tv with the family. Then me & my dad went out (: I forgot what we went to get. But I drove :D Haha. Then we came back, I read & did homework. Then we went to buy steak. & Now my family's cooking the steak & korean food ! :) Afterwards I might drive to Walnut area to get Golden Spoon with mom & dad :)<3

Anyways. To the boyfriend(: I don't even know if you read my Blogspot. Since I told you not to before, but then I said you could o_o Anyways. Thanks for sticking with me for a month. I know I'm not an easy person to deal with, 'cuz I want things my way & I take things the wrong way, etc. But I love how you make me feel special (: I love how you consider me special, unlike your other exes. I love how we both know that this relationship isn't like the others we had 'cuz we've known each other for years, & we've seen all of each others' sides. We understand each other & we have a special bond in whatever relationship we have, friends / couple . I know we're far, but we've dealt with it for all these years. I know we can deal with it some more. I want this to surpass yours & my longest relationship. & Mike, I love you :)<33

Anyways. DINNNNNNER TIME .
Yaay. Btw. Got the James Patterson book I've wanted :) WOOO.<3

Sentimental):

Boys over Flowers is sooo sad, especially today's episode ): I almost cried. Gaaahd. The boyfriend's getting married to another girl & begged his fiance to cancel the wedding. Like he got down on two knees & everything :(

:/ Anyways. So I finally got sweat pants for dance, instead of the lousy shorts I used to wear. So I started going crazy doing all this floor work that I couldn't do before 'cuz then I'd get major wood burn. But I ended up landing on my knee the wrong way & I have a huge bruise ): On the side of my knee there's a purple&blue line. Ahh.

Tomorrow's Dance Daaay(: No school! Wooo. & Chill w/ Lee the whole day (: Hahha. Don't miss us too much, Wu.
Btw. I just wanted to point out that I have the best of friends & thee best boyfriend(:
Wu&Lee are two girls that people spend their whole lives looking for. [No homo]. They're the bestestestest friends anyone can ever find. People go through best friend after best friend, after letting fights & drama tear up the friendship. But WuJungLee's stuck it out for all these years :] & I lovee us for that. We're all so different & we make versatile best friends. Haha. But we make a damn good triplet of best friends. [BTW. WE NEEDA MATCH ON TWIN/TRIPLET DAY].
Mike's really the best person anyone can ever find. I'm not saying it 'cuz I'm with him right now. 'Cuz I notice that I say shit about the people I used to be w/ but I didn't mean it. But now I do mean it. & I'm truly thankful to have him in my life. His&My bond'll never die no matter how much shit we go through or what we are; like friends, TWINS, BESSSTfriends(; , or a couple. I'm lucky to have him as my boyfriend. <3

BTW. He wrote the cutest letter in the woooorld yesterday, which I'm not allowed to uh share 'cuz he told me not to . But ALKJLAKDJ. I loooooved it. :)


[WE NEED TO TAKE MORE WUJUNGLEE PICTURESSS] We have so little):

Contemplate.

I love how unlike other people, I have true friends who I can always count on. I love how we can do practically anything together or seperately, & still have a good time. I love how our friendship has overcome obstacles along the way; how we learned to accept each other for who we are; how we don't judge each other; how we get along; & how we've had yeeears of friendship together as a foundation. I love how my boyfriend treats me well & makes me happy. I love how, thanks to him, I can say that I'm happy with him & my life's improved for the better. I love how he says the sweetest things to show that he cares, how he counts down the days 'till our one month, & how he's just overall great. But I especially love how even if this relationship fails, we'll always be in each other's lives 'till the end of time, & how Imma be his best WOman at his wedding. I love how I'm being less of a computer addict, 'cept for Aim to talk to baby & viikii.net to watch my dramas. I love how I'm not a cellphone addict anymore & I rarely text. I love how I don't have drama, 'cept for that one little hoe but who cares about that. I love how I'm changing for the better, improving my moral values, & being mature enough to know what / what not to do.

I'm disappointed in the state the world has become. I'm disappointed in the people who step on others just so they can do what they want. I'm disappointed in those who KNOW certain things are bad, yet they do it anyways. I'm disappointed in the lack of results when I put in the effort. I'm disappointed in the way people behave obnoxiously. I'm disappointed in the discrimination & judgments people make on others. I'm disappointed in those who believe something so much, when everyone else can clearly see that it's the total opposite. I'm disappointed in working hard to try to achieve something, just to get it blown up in my face. It's disappointing how people go around spreading rumors when they know they should just shut the fuck up & keep it to themselves, but they proceed to backstab me when all I do is support them. It's disappointing how people assume shit & start drama, just suck it the fuck up & get over it. 'Cuz honestly, I don't care about you or your little petty bitchfits.

Everyone needs to just sit back from their hectic lives, view it from another perspective, SEE THE TRUTH, & deal with it from there.

Sadies

Sadies was heeelllla complicated, even before we got there! Like me & Josh didn't know what we wanted to do & stuff . But Josh picked me up & we ended up going to Christina's house, chilled there for like an hour ? or so . Then they were gonn' head to the Shoppees wit' Lee's parents, so we left. & CHRISTINA FUCKING SCARED ME ): While I was in Josh's car , Josh was on the phone , & we were parked in front of Christina's house. Haha. But she left hand marks on the window :P
Then we left Christina's, stopped by Quinznos' (sp?) & went to school. We got in a line, then thought it was the wrong line 'cuz we bought the tickets under Josh's name & we were in G-L line, so we headed over to A-C line with Homam & Ashley. Turns out the tickets were under MY name -___- So we went back to the G-L line after waiting half an hour in the A-C line. LOL. But Sadies was fun overall(: We didn't dance though. 'Cuz when we followed Homam & Ashley to the dance floor, they started grinding.. Me & Josh stared at each other. & We were both like ' awwwkward ' . Hahaahha. We basically spent the whole Sadies killing time & booondddding(: Mmm, we did: laser tag, obstacle course, bought jamba juice, sat around&talked, & turned in tickets for raffle. Haha. But the time went by fast :) It was fuuun!
Oouu, & we took pictures there. I bet I came out hella crappy -_- 'Cuz the guy was like. Kaay put your hand in your pocket, put your hand on your hip, lift your foot, move your heads closer, & all that stuff. It was funny. Lool, and so HOTT in the room.


*I HATE MY BANGS.

*Wu's attempt at candid, Lee failed . Hha

*Me & Josh were supposed to be Hulk & Thing. But we only matched the colors. Haha. Halfway through Sadies we changed our thing to Skittles though. We hella didn't match. Haha. Oh well. We looked, interesting :]

Damaged.

Went to doctors on Tuesday. They told me to take a blood test ; 'cuz they couldn't find anything wrong wit' me. But they still think it's weird that I've been sick for so long, so they want to make sure it's nothing serious. In the mean time, they're treatting me w/ allergy pills -__- Waaack.
Tomorrow's Saaadies(: But Josh was sick today, so idk if we're still gonn' be able to go ._.
Busted my knee today. Hit it really hard on a desk during second. It stung. Then in 6th I did something & I couldn't bend it. Now I can't straighten it out. Grrreat.
Weeeeell. Gonn' go try & sleep early tonight.
:]

Brea Mall.

It's been a while since I've updated this. But. On Thursday, got my grades. 3 A's & 3 B's. My mom was hella proud of me, lmfao. She would've killed me if I brought home 3 B's in 8th grade. -_- On Friday, came home right after school 'cuz I was hella sick. Had a fever the whole day but couldn't go home 'cuz noone could pick me up & I didn't want to walk the 2 miles home. On Saturday, bailed on korean school to rest at home & try to feel better. Sunday. Had a goooood lunch w/ family after me & madre went to 3 different stores. Hahah.

So me & Josh are gonn' go to Sadies w/ him as the Hulk & me as the Thing. Hahahahah. 'Cuz nothing goes w/ the Hulk, & in one episode of this comic series, the Thing fought against Hulk. Soo, yeah. We went to Brea Mall w/ Christina today to buy our outfits. He got a green jacket & purple jeans. LOL. I got an orange shirt & bright blue pants. We weree gonn' get matching shoes, but didn't feel like wasting more money. We got it all from one store, wooo :]
Afterwards, went to the food court. I FINALLY was able to finish one whole bowl of that chow mein / chicken bowl thing. Haha. Mm. Then chilled there & talked 'till we decided to head back since Christina had to get back to my house by 630. But Josh accidentally locked his keys in the trunk. & There was no other way to get it out. Hahahahah. So Christina called her mom, made another excuse on why she was gonn' be late, Josh called his dad, & we all waited for his dad to come w/ the spare key. Christina was freaking out 'bout getting in trouble, Josh was tripping 'cuz he thought he was gonn' get Christina in trouble. Soo, I took everybody's mind off of things by acting like an idiot & wanting to take pictures :)



[It's kinda obvious that Josh didn't want to take pictures. LOL. But I forced him by dragging him along(: & the last one, I just like the lighting & the skyy . Haha.]


Our only somewhat normal picture :) I was laughing hella hard 'cuz we were suppoed to spell out ' L O L ' or ' WOW MOM I saw a COW go MOO ' . LMFAO. That would've been hella funny. & We looked like idiots setting up my phone on Josh's car & running to where Christina & Josh were standing just to smile & pose. Hahahah. The people waiting for their buses near Red Lobster must have thought we were idiots. Hahah, oh well. It was fun :)
Then Josh's dad came w/ the spare key. & Josh drove Christina & me home.

Today was fuuuuun. We should go out like that more often , minus the lying to parents & minus locking the key in the trunk. Hahaha. "We're gonn' look back on this in 5 years & laugh our BUTTS off". What's ironic though's that Christina locked her house keys in her house, Josh locked his car keys in his trunk. What're the oddss . Haha.

YAY. Episode 18 of Boys Over Flowers (: It was wonderful. I don't like the fiance -__-
Blah. Kaaaay, gotta go to math homework & actually spend time on it. 'Cuz the fucking teacher's so damn picky 'bout every little shit. UGH.
Byeee . <3

Baby, I love you .

It was awkward in history. 'Cuz people kept asking Josh if he was gonn' go to Sadies, & it doesn't help that I sit in front of him. & People were like ' oh are you going ?' & he'd say ' yeah. ' Then they'd say , 'Ohh, with who?' Then eventually he'll say it's me. Then they'd be like , ' awhh, that's cute. are you two together? ' Then both of us would be like, 'NOO' hahahahahahahah. But we got our sadies tickets today :) He 'paid' for it, just 'cuz I gave him my 20 bucks to hand to the lady. WAAAAACK.
Today was an alright day.
Happy 16th Birthday Ronald :) aka Favorite Sophomore<3 I hope you have a better year being 16 than I did.

I can't wait for my own gahdamn birthday. Hmm. 6 months & 24 more days to go. I'm getting old): But it's okay, Christina & Ashley are already there. HAHAH.
Mike makes me haaaaappy. (: He thinks I'm an 8.9 / 10 & I rated him a 9 / 10. Hah, 'cuz our personalities go well together, it's just the distance & we live in like two different worlds, I guess you could say. 'Cuz the lingo he uses I'm just like ' huh? ' & the diction I use, he says ' huh ? ' to. Hahah.
Kaaaay, gonn' go do math & finish before 9 :)
<3 !

Boom, Boom, Booom.

It's settledd. (: Catherine, Christina, Josh, Kathleen, & I are gonn' go to Sadiess. W/ ---- as Lee's date, ----- as Kathleen's date, the lesbo date for Wu, & Josh as ' my ' date . Hahhaahah. He owes me 250 rides / lunchh btw , since I won the bet that Christina would tell him about sadies. Haha.

FINALLY , Episode 17 came out today. When I was walking home w/ Christina today, Wu texted me & said that it was out. I freeaakkked & went crazy / threw a tantrum a quarter of the way there. LOOOL. But we went to go get boba :) It must've tired her out though, 'cuz she fell asleep wit' the quickness when we got home. Haha.

Had fun todayy . My sickness / congestion is going away ! ;D But I've been getting hellllla bloody noses -__- Gah.

-- One day me & Christina are gonn' take the bus to the Brea Mall & try to find our way to Westminster ;D Hahaha.

IHT.

I HATE MATH. The fucking teacher marks me off for the littlest things ever. She fucking hates me for no gahdamn reason ):< Like we had to do graphs, & I didn't make the x values range from -4 to 4. Instead they were from -3 to 3. So she marked me off. & I only got 280 / 400 . UGH. & Then the one due today, I just cut out the graphs from the worksheet, so I'm probably gonna get the same score -__- FUCK HER .
Hm. Besides that, rest of the day was good (: Went to school in the middle of lunch 'cuz I was studying for Bio Test that I still only got a 70% on -__- Then killed time afterschool 'cuz Lee left me ): [Jkay.] But then got off the buss & made an attempt at scaring Lee since she was gonn' meet me at the bus stop. Hah. But it failed. Then we walked to the chinese bakery & got Boba Milk Teaa :) Woo. Then walked to the intersection; & I went hooome.
SADIES ! I want to go 'cuz it's gonn' be the last one that DBHS is gonn' have. But so much stresss concerning it. Agh, whateverss. & I want to go for the WuJungLee memories ! :]
Hm, off to do homeworkkk . MATH. Hahaha.
<3