Bestest.

So we're not together anymore. But I have no regrets. Over 5 months, he showed me what true love can be like. Yeah, some might scoff thinking ' how can two people find love in only 5 months? ' But he was a different kind of guy, one in a million type. & We had it. We lost it, but it doesn't mean it won't rekindle in the future.

For now, I don't expect anything more but him to be by my side. He's the bestest friend I could ever ask for. Hence the nickname 'bestest'. I realize that I don't need him as a boyfriend. He's above that. He's the most perfect friend I could ever ask for. He knows me more than anyone else does; he loves me for me, despite my flaws; & he'll never leave my side.

I have no doubt that he'll find someone else, & I'll find someone else.. eventually. But for now, I'm satisfied with having him by my side for forever& ever.

x : lifelong bestestestestestestestestestestestestest friendship?
07 : chea
x : proomise?
07 : i promise

x : i love you bestest
07 : i love you too bestest catherineee

A lot changes over time.

Finished summer school w/ A's in both classes, couldn't have done it w/o Mike.

Went to Henderson last Thursday. It's a city right next to Vegas.

Came back today w/ something missing..

Somewhere along the way I fucked up. & I should've seen the signs that I thought were insignificant. I don't know where we're going from here. But either way, I'm fucked.

Thanks TeddyBearWill, KuyaChuckie, & GayfaceArjan for helping me out. <3

Changes .

Soo, lots of things have changed / happened since last post .

Hm. July 3rd. It was fun 'cuz in the morning-ish, I went w/ Wu to her church's basketball team's BBQ. I liked the food actually(: Especially the Red Bean Soup, even though Wu didn't like it. The only thing that sucked, was the BEE. It followed me & my food around ! Ugh. I made Wu change seats w/ me (:<>

Theen. I got home to see Ry & Jhay in their car in front of my house. & They came over for like 40 minutes . It was different seeing Ry after 2 & a half years of knowing him; & seeing Jhay after knowing him for like , a week? Lol. Jhay was a shooortie :P Ry was shhy . Hah. We didn't really do anything but sit around & talk, while Jhay was playing w/ my pets. But it was good 'cuz I finally got to see Ry(:

Mm. Got my license. That was the 'something big' on the last post. Hahah. But I told Lee & Adams about it ahead of time, & I left it for a surprise for Wu :P Hahaha. When I showed her at the BBQ, she was like 'NO WAY !' Hahah. I got it sometime around Juuune 21st ? Yeah, June 21st @ Norco. It took freaking forever waiting INSIDE the DMV then waiting outside in the car in the hella hot SUN. But worth it (: Yay. & Soon imma be getting my insurance, & imma take my sister's car since we got her a new Honda Accord a couple weeks ago, 2 weeks ago? & Yeah(: FINALLY! I'll be able to drive around :)

Got a job. Took up tutoring 2 fob korean girls 'cuz my sister won't be around to tutor them anymore. Goood pay, 20 bucks an hour, 3 hours. Saving up the money to go see my baby next summer<3

Summer school's over in 8 more days! [2 weeks] -_- Soo many tests, quizzes, & projects have passed by . I had suuper high grades. But now they're down): But still at 95% . They better not fall after I've been keeping up A's the whoole past 4 weeks . But I have a job in Zylstra's class, & he says we get 5% up at the end, so hoopefully(:

Anyways. Me & Wu became actors over summer. LOL. & We did cutesy things, like write letters in the sand, swing, play tictactoe, go down the slides, & down the pooles. No homo :P & We watched a movie, sorry Lee. It wasn't that great though. CROWDED. & We sat next to some nastaaay people. & Sucky plot, only good part was the funny scenes. Hahah.

Btw. I don't miss Lee :P Hahhaha. Juuuust keeeeding.

So I swam today, 32 laps. Helllllaaa tired. Staying up 'till boyfriend calls me so we can sleep on phone together :) 5 months in 11 days<3