1st Day of Senior Year;

It feels good to get out after 5th rather than after 6th. I kinda wish I took 0-4, & not stayed for lunch. But I don't want to wake up super early & GET to school before 7. I couldn't anyways 'cuz of 1A -_-

First day was okay. '10 still sucks at rallies.

1. AP Chem; I remember when I had the teacher for Chem H. She was soo boring. She was just going over class procedures today, & I was alreaady bored. Ugh. & I hate chemistry.

2. Spanish 4; Casey & the girl I used to be "best friends" with are in that class. Besides that, I'm lonely :(

3. Dance; Annie & Kelly are in the class :) & Christina's gonna switch over, yaay.

4. English; James is in the class, & Bernie too. Max came in & was complaining about how he wanted to switch to Osajima. Then he realized he wasn't supposed to be in the class. Hahha. He thought it was 5th period.

5. AP Stats; Class w/ Christina & Terry. Seems like a pretty okay class. The teacher seems nice, extremely happy.

SEN10RS<3

13th .

So today I had senior pic in the morning. Wore the jacket that Wu & Lee helped me to find :) & Now I'm wearing the shirt that we all got for triplet day during spirit week next year. Haha. Senior pic was alright. The place was smaller than I thought it'd be. But the lady was a lot more nice. She's really specific about the pictures & actually cares about how you look instead of just taking it w/o giving a damn.

Then stopped by Tummy Stuffers w/ Dad 'cuz it's owned by my mom's friend. It was a goood hamburger & the lady was super nice, free :)

Get to see my sister on Saturday night & stay w/ her for a week. So I'm cramming everything in. Hahah .

Gonna go to Westminster either today or tomorrow, probably today. With Lee & meet Annie & Chris, hopefully.

Btw. I never miss Catherine Wu. :)

Adioss .

August.

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of ehr that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - Bob Marley.

& To tell the truth, I still think about him constantly. I can't say the same feelings are there 'cuz I can't decipher if this is love or reminiscence. I just miss it, a lot.

Bestest.

So we're not together anymore. But I have no regrets. Over 5 months, he showed me what true love can be like. Yeah, some might scoff thinking ' how can two people find love in only 5 months? ' But he was a different kind of guy, one in a million type. & We had it. We lost it, but it doesn't mean it won't rekindle in the future.

For now, I don't expect anything more but him to be by my side. He's the bestest friend I could ever ask for. Hence the nickname 'bestest'. I realize that I don't need him as a boyfriend. He's above that. He's the most perfect friend I could ever ask for. He knows me more than anyone else does; he loves me for me, despite my flaws; & he'll never leave my side.

I have no doubt that he'll find someone else, & I'll find someone else.. eventually. But for now, I'm satisfied with having him by my side for forever& ever.

x : lifelong bestestestestestestestestestestestestest friendship?
07 : chea
x : proomise?
07 : i promise

x : i love you bestest
07 : i love you too bestest catherineee

A lot changes over time.

Finished summer school w/ A's in both classes, couldn't have done it w/o Mike.

Went to Henderson last Thursday. It's a city right next to Vegas.

Came back today w/ something missing..

Somewhere along the way I fucked up. & I should've seen the signs that I thought were insignificant. I don't know where we're going from here. But either way, I'm fucked.

Thanks TeddyBearWill, KuyaChuckie, & GayfaceArjan for helping me out. <3

Changes .

Soo, lots of things have changed / happened since last post .

Hm. July 3rd. It was fun 'cuz in the morning-ish, I went w/ Wu to her church's basketball team's BBQ. I liked the food actually(: Especially the Red Bean Soup, even though Wu didn't like it. The only thing that sucked, was the BEE. It followed me & my food around ! Ugh. I made Wu change seats w/ me (:<>

Theen. I got home to see Ry & Jhay in their car in front of my house. & They came over for like 40 minutes . It was different seeing Ry after 2 & a half years of knowing him; & seeing Jhay after knowing him for like , a week? Lol. Jhay was a shooortie :P Ry was shhy . Hah. We didn't really do anything but sit around & talk, while Jhay was playing w/ my pets. But it was good 'cuz I finally got to see Ry(:

Mm. Got my license. That was the 'something big' on the last post. Hahah. But I told Lee & Adams about it ahead of time, & I left it for a surprise for Wu :P Hahaha. When I showed her at the BBQ, she was like 'NO WAY !' Hahah. I got it sometime around Juuune 21st ? Yeah, June 21st @ Norco. It took freaking forever waiting INSIDE the DMV then waiting outside in the car in the hella hot SUN. But worth it (: Yay. & Soon imma be getting my insurance, & imma take my sister's car since we got her a new Honda Accord a couple weeks ago, 2 weeks ago? & Yeah(: FINALLY! I'll be able to drive around :)

Got a job. Took up tutoring 2 fob korean girls 'cuz my sister won't be around to tutor them anymore. Goood pay, 20 bucks an hour, 3 hours. Saving up the money to go see my baby next summer<3

Summer school's over in 8 more days! [2 weeks] -_- Soo many tests, quizzes, & projects have passed by . I had suuper high grades. But now they're down): But still at 95% . They better not fall after I've been keeping up A's the whoole past 4 weeks . But I have a job in Zylstra's class, & he says we get 5% up at the end, so hoopefully(:

Anyways. Me & Wu became actors over summer. LOL. & We did cutesy things, like write letters in the sand, swing, play tictactoe, go down the slides, & down the pooles. No homo :P & We watched a movie, sorry Lee. It wasn't that great though. CROWDED. & We sat next to some nastaaay people. & Sucky plot, only good part was the funny scenes. Hahah.

Btw. I don't miss Lee :P Hahhaha. Juuuust keeeeding.

So I swam today, 32 laps. Helllllaaa tired. Staying up 'till boyfriend calls me so we can sleep on phone together :) 5 months in 11 days<3

16 Days Later.

Today's sister's birthday, her 27th :) We went out to eat at a chinese place & we came home & ate cake. Last birthday before she moves out):

Summer school started. Fucking wack. Too much work to do & it's too fast paced. Tomorrow's the 3rd day & I have TWO tests. Gaay.

6 days 'till 4 months :)

a week 'till something big.

Oh btw. Congrats Wu !